Please don’t yell at meI don’t know how to reactjust take a knife and slice my heartmaybe it wouldn’t hurt as bad. I’m not as strong as you areI easily tend to breakyou can’t just throw salt on my woundsand say it was a mistake. I don’t know why I am like thiswhy my mind … Continue reading Destroying myself
I despise myselfwhat about youI’m very hard to lovemaybe you should leave me too. I am not specialso please don’t praise me like thator else I’ll fall in lovewith myself all over again. How do you not see these scarsand this imperfect flesh?Why would anyone love mewhen I'm an ugly mess? I am not a … Continue reading Do you still want me?
You tell me the world is vicious daddy because you've looked it in the eyebut it's my turn nowso won't you let me fly. You tell me there are storms out there that I won't be able to bearbut you've molded me with your own hands then why do you have this fear? How long … Continue reading Words I won’t ever say to my dad
The most damaging wars are the ones we fight with ourselves. When our mind transforms into a battlefield and our heart becomes a no-go zone. It's like we're torn between shooting emotions, bombarded with sentiments. We're ripped between reasons, opinions, and facts. And that is the moment where we lose all sense of what is … Continue reading Self-inflicted war
Sometimes I think I'm dumb, but then I have to remind myself that I'm a student majoring in biochemistry. To say that I've received all A's would be a lie. I've failed countless times but here I am trying to write a paper on Carl Schmitt. I know, this has nothing to do with biochemistry, … Continue reading The art of confusion