Losing the ability to feel

I don't feel hopeless. But neither do I feel hopeful. I feel nothing at all. And I don’t know what to do. I think the worst moments in life are when you feel completely numb. When your brain just shuts off to everything, including pain. Pain is good, because at least with pain you feel … Continue reading Losing the ability to feel

Seed of dreams

I lost all my hope as failure stripped me of my pridethrough that sky I fell so hardthat every dream broke and died.The ambition that once held meslowly threw me downI took those shattered seeds of my dreamsand buried them on this ground.Failure dragged me awayand defeat tied my hope into chainsbut my journey made … Continue reading Seed of dreams

Moving to NYC

People come to New York with dreamsI came with nightmares. Coming to America wasn't all smiles and laughter and all those other soft and mushy things. It was more of crying, breaking and a lot of fear wrapped in confusion. There were a lot of breakdowns, a lot of burning bridges for the second time. … Continue reading Moving to NYC